lama gak nulis blog ini lg. rindu menuangkan apa yg d otak dan sebgian halusinasiku.
mungkin ini terakhir nulis blog ttg kau. lagu yg paling gak bisa ku lupa ttg kita punya theredjumpsuitaparatus yg yourguardianangel.  smpe kpan pun gak bkal perna bosan dngar lagu itu.
buat skarang yg paling kenak samaku itu pnya piercetheviel yg shemakesdirtywordsoundpretty.

aku gak tw apa ikatan ini masih ada ato gak lg,,mmang sakit pas kw blang kw gak ngrasakn apa.apa lg.
mungkin buat k dpan ak hrus bisa berusaha merelakan smua walau aku mmang gak snggup liat yg trjadi sama kw d hari depan. Gak nyangka kalo akhirnya nya jdi gini.


Hari minggu kmren tpat nya jam stengah12 malam itu jdi airmata terakhirku buat mu dari smua crita kita selama 16bulan.  Dan ternyata kw sanggup menghancurkan smua rasa itu. maapin buat smua penyesalanmu .smoga benciku bisa lebih kuat buat lupakan smua ini.
terkadang pkiranku gak bisa sjalan sma hatiku buat mikiri ttg kau,,terkadang pikiranku kacau mikiri kw.aku gak berharap kw liat blogku ini.
ini la akhirnya,,akhir dari sesuatu awal dari sesuatu.

kuatkan aku klo ini blog terakhir ttg kw.
                                 selesai

ps : mybond

angsa

early morning.

i close my eyes and you are eveything i see,,good bye..
x(

a lunatic lament monalysa

If only you could see
If only you could see
You're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
If only you could see
If only you could see...

Should I apologize to such pathetic eyes
Just the sight of you has made me sick tonight .It was your poison kiss that turned me into this
Then again there is a chance you could be mine tonight

Darling will you please take a walk with me?
We can count the stars that disappear...(I wish you could see)
I wish you could see, you're the only girl I've ever dreamed of
Are you satisfied?
Are you satisfied?Are you satisfied?

thanks........

makasii buat smua yg kw beri samaku.
mungkin kw uda sala orang untuk kw syang.
bukan ak orang nya,,makasii buat hari.hari nya jugak.
smoga kw bisa dpat yg lebih baik.
snang bisa kenal kw.......
x)

curse of the virgin canvas.

I am here to tell you a story
a story that will torture your thoughts by day
and poison your dreams by night
and though i will do my best,
there are no words that can be written
nor brush strokes laid on canvas
that can describe this stark
and utter horror of the night that Annabel died

the emptiness will haunt you

this is a nightmare
is my Annabel really gone?
My eyes are stung by daylight,
i find it hard to breathe
her body teases me
as the sun reveals the dawn
The smell of bleed still crawls,
I kiss you softly goodbye.

baby lay in my arms
and cuddle me close
soon this will be
just an awful memory
(will i ever be able to sleep again?)

my angel lie to me
and tell me im dreaming
(please wake me up, please wake me)
A girl like you will always be
such a tragic part of me
(oh ecstacy you torture me).

i watch the blood drip
from the corners of your mouth
Your icy flesh is lying,
your pallid skin still glows.

im starting to belive
what my eyes are seeing now
You're still so beautiful
and yet so morbidly still.

baby lay in my arms
and cuddle me close
soon this will be
just an awful memory
(will i ever be able to sleep again?)

my angel lie to me
and tell me i'm dreaming
(please wake me up, please wake me)
A girl like you will always be
such a tragic part of me
(oh ecstacy you torture me).

Sweet revenge...
He will pay,
he will pay my dear.

empty eyes accuse
a face so evil
im comming undone
the mirror says it all
a crimison story
of innocence lost
empty eyes accuse
a face so evil
im comming undone

So terribly memory returns
of her struggle,
of her screams, of her.
Lord forgive me!
My stomache heaves
as I see the blood that covers me.
Blood that was once hers.
I'm a monster!

such an awful memory
(will i ever be able to sleep again?)

my angel lie to me
and tell me im dreaming
(please wake me up, please wake me)
A girl like you will always be
such a tragic part of me
(oh ecstacy you torture me).

Sweet revenge...
He will pay,
he will pay my dear.

a mirror never lies
they know, everybody knows
do you not see what they see?
a mirror never lies
i see what they see
everybody knows, everybody knows

huah.

malas bekarya dengan kata.kata lgi.
darah hitam pun masuk kembali....

langkahku bercerita.

HARAPAN KOSONG.
tapi aku tak berharap hariku datang.

tawa yg artinya LUKA....
teriak resah jiwa dan otak ini.
x(